Sunday, March 1, 2009

August 25, 2008

Back when we were a couple of freshman you were so nice.
We talked all day, and we myspaced all night.

Why do you have to be so cruel?
What did I ever do to you?

Two years ago you stopped talking to me.
Was it something I did that I couldn't see?

We passed each other in the hallway for a long two years.
Not saying one word, me hiding my tears.

I soon learned to forget but not forgive.
Obviously that was not the way I was supposed to live.

Because the first day of senior year just ended.
I saw you outside and still felt crushed & offended.

I went through the day reuniting with old friends.
How come only WE can't make amends?

When fifth period came, I sat bored at my seat.
Suddenly, you walked in, and I shuffled my feet.

We looked at each other for what seemed like a long time,
But it was only maybe less than a second, I had come to find.

You quickly walked to the back of the room.
The class dragged on, I hoped it would end soon.

You purposely interacted like I wasn't there,
Asking dumb questions and whining 'it's not fairrr'.

Everyone laughs as you say something stupid.
I place my fist under my chin and thought nothing of it.

How am I supposed to block out all thoughts of you when I have to see you every day?
When just the simple thought of your presence makes me want to fade away.

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